Agustina BazterricaHorror · Fiction·b. 1974
The Unworthy
Synopsis
The world outside is finished, drowned, scorched, and poisoned by ecological catastrophe. What remains of one woman's life is spent inside the House of the Sacred Sisterhood, a fanatical convent ruled by a shadowy Superior and enforced through ritual, silence, and cruelty. Here, the faithful are sorted into ranks, and the coveted status of the Chosen is earned only through obedience and suffering.
In stolen moments, using ink she must hide, the narrator commits her forbidden memories and doubts to paper, a small, dangerous act of selfhood in a place designed to erase it.
When a mysterious new woman arrives, the certainties that have kept the narrator alive begin to fracture, and she is forced to reckon with what she has done to survive and what the Sisterhood truly is.
Originally published in Spanish as "Las indignas," Agustina Bazterrica's novel is a fragmentary, unsettling work of dystopian literary horror about faith, complicity, and the will to remember.
How it reads
- CW: cockroachesDNF. Book seems super interesting and I will probably read it fully at a later date. Right now I am dealing with a cockroach infestation in my apt. and all of the imagery of them is a little too triggering for me at this time.
- "You are she-wolves engendering poison, a battalion inseminated by perdition and atrocity, a sack of fetid putrefaction, a seedbed of disgraceful lucubrators. Unworthy, homicidal women." Character; Morally Ambiguous, Unlikable, Multilayered, Distant, Minor Characters Stand Out, Memorable (surprisingly, despite how | felt after reading) Writing, Plot, and Setting; Dystopian, Dark, Gritty, Eerie, Vivid Descriptions And Evocative Imagery, Nonlinear, Disjointed/ Confusing, Uneven Pacing, Unpredictable, Suspenseful, Repetitive, Rushed, Unresolvd/Unsatisfying/ Anticlimactic Conclusion Content Warning; Religious Intolerance, Confinement/Cult mentality, Physical/ Emotional Abuse, Torture, Gore, Violence, Sexual Assualt/Rape, Misogyny/ Patriarchy, Bigotry, Murder, Death, Self Harm Recommended: if you like post-apocalyptic settings, religious/cult/ feminist/lesbian nuns horror. For fans of 'The Handmaiden Tale, you might like this for sure Reaction; This was very gripping/intriguing for me. Sometimes it got confusing, repetitious, and repeatedly disjointed. And the uneven pacing made it worse. I found myself going back again to make sure I got the hang of it (to show how much I was invested in the concept/ narrative/scenes) ...but it went downhill with the execution (unfortunately). One of the major issues I had with it was the reliance on 'shock value' - it became overly gratuitous. The violence and abuse were very uneasy to read (also considering how vivid they were). The author was brilliant in its structure and description, you can't miss its imagery in your head. My favorite part of the book is the lesbian nun relationship. And it broke my heart completely to see how it ends
- 3.5 Agustina Bazterrica strikes again!
- 3.5