i have mixed feelings about this one. Ryan might be one of my favourite characters in this series but the relationship didn't live up to my expectations tbh. the whole fight between them felt too forced and I'm not saying every character should be perfect and never allowed to make any mistakes, but fabian f••••• that conversation up on so many ways. I felt pressured on Ryan's behalf because he was asked to literally upend his entire life for the sake of the relationship. so stressful