I f•••••• loved this book.

At this point, I think H.D. Carlton might actually be my favourite author. There’s just something about the way she writes dark, f•••••-up stories that completely pulls me in.

Shallow River was brutal, disturbing, heartbreaking and somehow still incredibly addictive. River’s story broke my heart, but watching everything unfold and seeing her find her strength again was so satisfying.

The darkness, the characters, the twists, the revenge… I was invested in ALL of it. And somehow H.D. Carlton manages to make me emotionally attached while simultaneously making me question why the hell I enjoy reading the things I do. 😂

Absolutely loved this one.

Check your trigger warnings!

Shallow River by H.D. Carlton was… a lot. And I don't necessarily mean that in a bad way. This is just one of those books where you occasionally need to put the book down, stare into the distance for a minute and think, well, f•••.

This book is DARK. Not fun, fictional, morally-grey-man dark. It's confronting, uncomfortable and at times genuinely heartbreaking because the abuse, manipulation and trauma River experiences feel far too grounded in reality.

There were moments that left me feeling incredibly sad—not just for River, but because while she is fictional, there are people living versions of this story every single day. That gave the book a heaviness I wasn't quite expecting.

River is messy, traumatised, frustrating, strong, vulnerable and sometimes makes choices that make you want to reach directly into the book and shake her. But that's also kind of the point. Abuse isn't logical. Trauma doesn't hand you a neatly organised PowerPoint presentation titled 10 Easy Steps to Recognising Red Flags and Getting the F••• Out. When you're inside it, things aren't always as obvious as they are to everyone looking in.

And Ryan... 🚩🚩🚩

Sir.

There are red flags, and then there is apparently opening your own red-flag manufacturing facility and operating it 24/7.

What really stayed with me, though, was the raw emotion behind River's story—the cycle of trauma, the manipulation, and how complicated it can be to separate love from fear and control when those lines have been blurred for so long.

Did I love every part of the book? No, and there were definitely moments where the sheer amount of trauma felt overwhelming, which is ultimately why this landed at 3.5 stars for me rather than 4 or 5.

But did it make me feel something? Absolutely.

Shallow River is brutal, uncomfortable and incredibly confronting at times. This definitely isn't one I'd casually recommend with a cheerful little “OMG you have to read this!” without also sliding the trigger-warning list across the table first.

A difficult read at times, but one that left an impression long after I finished it.